Friday, May 14, 2010

when is over over?

he called last night. i don't know if he read my message already or not, but it seems he has no clue. he was a little tipsy or buzzed, i can tell. he had friends over and they barely left his house after dinner.

we talked for quite some time (only because his dogs kept crying and being crazy and he had to keep them quiet). i was very calm in explaining my side. i kept asking him what he wants to do but we kept going around. he said he wants me, but should i just give myself back to him just like that? i think i want to see something different. i want to see him make some effort on his part to try to get me back without me having to tell him how to do it. i want him to be honest with himself and to me...that all his actions are genuine. i'm not sure either what he's gonna do or how he's gonna do it. but i'll see how it goes from here.

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