i think i have to put my love life aside for a while so i can concentrate on other parts of my life. lately, my decisions are mainly driven by my desire to be with someone. i have to get back to my old self where even though i'm alone, i was okay. i should feel complete as one person...but if i find someone, that person will complement my life and be a nice little cherry on top of the jake ice cream. it felt good to be in love for a little while, but i kinda realize the dangers of letting go of oneself completely. i guess i wasn't prepared for that.
i do need to get my mind off things. jello, that guy i wrote about who said he's missed me all this time, actually volunteered to take me away somewhere. not sure yet where we could go, but maybe somewhere local. we'll see how it goes.
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