i think that's why i feel even more sad today. i feel like i trusted someone and turned a blind eye on the signs that he may just not be that into me. and even though he was in the beginning, that's an even bigger sign...since i've dated people before that are so infatuated with me or the idea of being with me but once they have me, and see a flaw, they drop me. i think sometimes people have this weird idea of me being perfect, which i'm totally not. and when they see that i'm not, the effect is almost instant...and i can sense it. i'm just dumb enough to fall for it over and over again...it's my life trap.
if it wasn't for deutsche, i'd be really stuck in my own demise. i'm looking forward to seeing him next week. i hope we click as friends so we can build a strong foundation.
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