love is in the air

finally! i met mr D. he was everything i hoped for. and he felt the same way.

i thought at first, he was going to be cold with me. i've been asking him where they would be and his answer was so vague. and he suggested too that in case they're too drunk, meet them at the club so they can hand us the keys, we change and we follow them. that seems a little weird if they would do that to us after driving for over 8 hours. but i figured, i can't stop them from having fun just because we're late.

he said he was so nervous and jumpy before i got there. i thought he was really trying to play it cool coz he didn't think that i still want him. i pretty much followed through on his text message. since i still really like him deep inside, when i gave him a hug to say hello, i kissed him on the neck. he didn't even realize it. we decided to go to the club anyway even though some other friends wanted to rest. while waiting for my other friend to come down, i asked mr D to come closer and i gave him a giant hug. only then that he knew nothing's changed between us. and he's been all over me at the bar.

i've met a lot of his friends and i can see how he loves his friends and how they love him. i realized that he is definitely a very nice guy for all these people to feel like that towards him. he seems very selfless, always thinking about others. hell...he was like our cab driver driving us all over town even though he's so tired.

i'm glad i decided to join my friends in vegas anyway after the whole thing with my friend and mr D. i had a great time and we were all just cracking up almost the entire time. i fell in love all over again with mr D. it just sucks how we have to leave so soon. but at least now, i know in my heart that i do love him and he does love me too. i can be more patient now and wait and see how we can work things out. i told him i'd rather be stable first with my career, and help him be more stable in his finances, then we can figure out where we could move. san diego is our #1 choice. florida would be my second but since his #2 choice is hawaii...i can settle for that. if he can do an internal transfer with his job, it would be better for both of us. that way, we can be together asap, work our butts off then move out some other time (or stay in the area).