Thursday, March 11, 2010

the halfway meeting that will never be

we were supposed to meet halfway today so we'll know once and for all if we like each other. that's not gonna happen now coz i got mean to mr D. i did apologize already and he accepted. so that's a good sign, at least i know i'm wrong about him and me not being friends after everything.

about our trip to vegas...i'm leaning more towards going now. #1 reason is that it is my best friend's birthday and it's been pre-planned forever. #2 reason is to meet mr D, even though i asked him to give me about 2-3 weeks to get over him before we start communicating again. #3 reason...to relax and let my mind breathe a little bit.

i asked my best friend to not tell mr D and our other friend rayray that i'm coming. it'll just be a surprise. if he tells mr D, then mr D might try to contact me before next week...and that won't be healthy for me. i guess it's too late now to wait 2-3 weeks before any interaction. hopefully a week will be enough for me to kinda set aside any feelings i had so we can genuinely try to start a friendship.

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