school...my 1st state exam is on tuesday. i think i'm ready. i've been getting high scores but still need a little bit more practice before the big day.
work...i had a phone interview last thursday from my friend's company. she's trying to get me in there even as a temp for a year. they scheduled a face-to-face interview on monday as well as a skills assessment test on excel and typing. i do hope i get this job. this will free up one of the thorns in my head at the moment.
vacation...if i do get the job, i will, unfortunately, cancel my florida vacation with deutsche. i feel really bad if i do have to cancel because he will have to pay $150 to redeposit his miles back into his account. to think that he was letting me use his miles in the first place makes it even worse. he says he understands, but i hope he really does. i mean well when i declined to move to florida even though i know he will support me. moving to florida is my final option, if things don't work out (say, if i fail my exams). if i move, i'll have to give up everything -- my credit will be ruined because i'm planning on just going to school and my family and friends support system. also, i don't think i can live taking money and support from someone i don't love yet. i'm not a gold digger and even though it might feel good to be taken care of, it's not me. lunch or dinner treats etc is okay but that's really as far as it would go. taking money is different. i don't want to owe anyone anything and i don't want to feel that someone owns me.
overall...things are still looking up. i guess at this point, there is no way for me but up. :)
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