hmm...weird or instant effect?

i sneaked a peak into mr D's fb profile just to see what's going on. i realized that he's been adding back all his old friends into his gay account and that he's more active now commenting on his friend's walls and his own postings. one thing that struck me almost immediately was what he said before about his online accounts and why he doesn't comment on my stuff. he told me that what we have is way more important than online. i bought it at the time. but now, honestly, i don't buy it. and i hate myself for getting suckered into believing that. how can someone not care about his social networking when he has a myspace, 2 facebook accounts, a twitter and a formspring?

so i posted something that only he can see on either one of his 2 facebook accounts. i said, "if i can turn back the clock, i wish that i never even met the one who thought will never let me go...his words are shot, my heart is broken and my life seems meaningless. i will love again someday. but for now, i have to believe that "it's better to have loved and lost, than not love at all." then i posted this song, "why do we always hurt the ones we love?"

i laid down for a bit...still had some lingering thoughts in my head...then decided to check just to see if he would comment (i doubt that he will coz he might think other people are looking into it). all of a sudden, my posting is gone! hmm...it was so weird how it would just disappear like that. now i think he deleted his profile for now (with facebook anyway, u can revive your profile and retain everything u had prior to deleting it). i looked at our common friends and his gay account is gone from our mutual friend list. so either he did that or facebook is having problems. we'll see tomorrow. if he did delete it, then my suspicion is right. he switched his mobile facebook to the gay account so he knows every single thing that goes on in the gay account and comment faster...either to spite me or whatever. wow...how much meaner can he get to me?