i did it...now what?

so last night, i talked to one of the bosses. i told him straight up that there is too much pressure to work long hours and that this may not be the best fit for me. i'm glad he appreciated my honesty. he actually thought i could be one of the better people there to succeed which was flattering...to a certain extent.

now what? he offered me to hang on as a part timer. they don't give me any more leads but i can still offer their products. sounds like a good compromise. pressure's gone. the trade-off? no more clients to see. i have to find my own. back to square one. it is a good compromise because now i have the flexibility to go to any interview for a new job anytime...at the same time, if i sell anything, i get to make a few more bucks before i commit to another 9-5 job.

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on a different note, today was relaxing. my boy and i just drove around, shopped for food ingredients. after months of planning, i finally gathered enough strength to stop being lazy and tried something new with my cookie recipe. success! now i just have to buy a non stick cookie sheet to bake it on instead of wax paper so it doesn't stick and ruin the cookie bottom. my goal is to have at least 10 different but tasty variations of the cookie. the holidays are coming. i don't want to miss the joy of selling my cookies.