am i being a pessimist?

oftentimes, i ask myself this question...am i being a pessimist? or do i just always wish that i live in utopia and that everything should work the way they're supposed to be?

the world is not perfect. i know that. but im not sure if it's just me or if it's everyone around me...but i always seem to notice defects in everything. whether it's about family, friends, work, neighbors, people, systems, or myself, i seem to alway find something wrong. i think i dwell on the negative too much that's why it bothers me a lot every time i think about it trying to analyze the situation. maybe i should learn to accept the fact that things could go wrong, and the best that i could do is deal with it in a very professional and tactful way.

in my previous blog, i wrote that i didn't like my new office. i dealt with the situation. big boss fixed it. hopefully now it's under control. someone else might get in trouble, but that definitely won't be me. in the first place, anything that's questionable should be questioned immediately. i'm glad i didn't let it linger for so long. i'm sure i might end up being the bad guy for saying something, but i would never let anyone push me to do something that i'm not comfortable doing. not anymore.